Pilates time .... time for my weekly torture! .... after gaining that extra 40 lbs ..... i joined the gym for the first time in my entire life on memorial w/end of 2004. hows that! actually managed to lose 10 lbs. on the first month .... but it sure took me the next 7 months to lose the next 5 lbs.

i hope to go back to an ideal weight of 115-120 lbs. i do not wish to go back to my original weight of 105 lbs. because when i look back .... dang! i look anorexic! ..... lols ....... ummm the little curves the extra pounds gained are not exactly a bad thing .... hehehehe, has been a good thing so i want to keep them ..... i dunno, for how long, i might end up piling more than i care to have. oh welllllll, as long as i am happy and enjoying them, who the bloody heck cares?