bugger!
14 of them ... take note .... 14 uploads today .... that was quite an effort! ... then, of course, my wonderful classmate Bo, tries to introduce me to some french guy ..... bloody heck! ... the french man turned out to be polish ---- just living in france .... and what else was significant? he prolly has gone to the old country (my old country) more often than me ..... man oh man.
what was weird was that i felt like i was being given the third degree .... not that it bothered me. it was more like ..... *quit making my cursor jump from one window to the next when i am trying to type something* .... i was talking at the same time with Bo when he came online. i was having a nice one way voice conference with Bo when this guy sorta pulls me over his voice conference and i ended up getting cut off mid-sentence with Bo ..... *sigh* .... then comes the third degree, the interview .... how long have been in the US? ... which one are you in the pix? (turns out, he was looking at the wrong profile, well not wrong in that it was still my profile but an old one) ... when was the last time you were in the Philippines? ...... can you hear me? ....... so, you are an american? (now, that sounded like i had just contracted some major contagious disease)
so many questions in a span of seconds when all along my mind was on my STUPID blog HTML! ..... i am so, so irritated by that little thing sticking out on the side ... cosmetic, i know ... but the little perfectionist in me is driving me crazy! .... i don't need to be driven crazy, it is a short walk! .... ughhhh! so totally irritating. finally, out of frustration, i gave up working on that HTML business, and politely said my goodbyes to my newfound friend. i dunno what else we talked about, i was not quite present in the convo. bwehehehe
Oh! ... and i saw his pix just as he saw my current one ..... hhhmmmm, this is a public blog ... so i better learn to keep certain things to myself ....... all it needs is one of my family members discovering this and i am TOAST! ...... i'll never hear the end of it. do i care? not particularly ---- i do care about hurting them in any way, shape, or fashion. wow, amazing how certain things are just OFF LIMITS area ..... we create are own boundaries and we do it voluntarily with no outside influence except this deep down core in us that holds us back. hhhmm, one could go down there and see what it's really made of, i suppose.
well, signing off here for now.
what was weird was that i felt like i was being given the third degree .... not that it bothered me. it was more like ..... *quit making my cursor jump from one window to the next when i am trying to type something* .... i was talking at the same time with Bo when he came online. i was having a nice one way voice conference with Bo when this guy sorta pulls me over his voice conference and i ended up getting cut off mid-sentence with Bo ..... *sigh* .... then comes the third degree, the interview .... how long have been in the US? ... which one are you in the pix? (turns out, he was looking at the wrong profile, well not wrong in that it was still my profile but an old one) ... when was the last time you were in the Philippines? ...... can you hear me? ....... so, you are an american? (now, that sounded like i had just contracted some major contagious disease)
so many questions in a span of seconds when all along my mind was on my STUPID blog HTML! ..... i am so, so irritated by that little thing sticking out on the side ... cosmetic, i know ... but the little perfectionist in me is driving me crazy! .... i don't need to be driven crazy, it is a short walk! .... ughhhh! so totally irritating. finally, out of frustration, i gave up working on that HTML business, and politely said my goodbyes to my newfound friend. i dunno what else we talked about, i was not quite present in the convo. bwehehehe
Oh! ... and i saw his pix just as he saw my current one ..... hhhmmmm, this is a public blog ... so i better learn to keep certain things to myself ....... all it needs is one of my family members discovering this and i am TOAST! ...... i'll never hear the end of it. do i care? not particularly ---- i do care about hurting them in any way, shape, or fashion. wow, amazing how certain things are just OFF LIMITS area ..... we create are own boundaries and we do it voluntarily with no outside influence except this deep down core in us that holds us back. hhhmm, one could go down there and see what it's really made of, i suppose.
well, signing off here for now.
posted by takori | 9:59 PM
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